// My boyfriend is coming back today. //

(Source: travisgrady)

// My boyfriend is playing Fallout 3//

Let me give you a little background story about this:

I told Will right when we started dating that I’m in love with this game and that he should give it a try. He had heard of Fallout 3, but never played it for himself. One day, I get a call asking me if he should change any of his S.P.E.C.I.A.L. Traits. He read off each amount of points that he had under each letter. I told him that it was hischoice to change anything because I want him to experience the game in his own way. So, he proceeded to leave Vault 101. 

I hadn’t heard anything about the game until the next day when I told him I wanted to watch him play. He was on the quest “Blood Ties” at the time. I think the funniest thing about him playing Fallout is that he gets so jumpy! At one point, he turned around and a mirelurk was right behind him. He screamed so loud that I screamed. (My scream was irrational though because I had no clue why he screamed.) But, he eventually made it to the Seneca Station and got Ian out of “The Family”. 

I honestly don’t know why, but I am so attracted to him right now. Not that I’m not always all over him anywhere we are, but the fact that he started playing this game because I love it makes me so happy. I know it’s just a game, but I like doing weird things with him, and trying new things. 

I plan on playing minecraft in the near future because he got me hooked a few days ago. We’ll see how that goes :)

Love you babbies

// Hi Friend.//

I haven’t written anything on here in a coons age. 

It’s now summer. I can’t believe that I’m a Junior at Iowa State. It freaks me out… A lot. I have to soon make a decision about what I actually want to do as an adult/for the rest of my life. I really would like to Perform eventually. I can’t decide if I should go to Grad School, or just be boring for the rest of my life. I feel like if I’m not good enough, I will regret going to grad school, but I hope I’ll be good enough soon! 

My friends are pretty much all in Ames this summer. I’m glad Will is here. I think it would be weird for me to be away from my boyfriend so early in the relationship. I also have extreme separation anxiety. I feel really ashamed about it. I don’t like being so vulnerable all the time. I am just in love. I feel like this is the most healthy relationship I’ve ever been in. There are problems (mostly my fault) but they are so small and meaningless. I am just so unconditionally in love. It’s easy. 

My mom has been drinking a lot lately. She had a small incident on Friday night, but things are better. She’s detoxing for the next few days. I don’t know what else to say about it. 

I am hoping this summer is better than last years.

Bye babbies